Ever feel like you are being pulled and tugged on and you just cant let go? I feel like I can never say no to anyone. I am afraid to hurt someone's feelings, upset them, make them mad at me or worry about what they think of me.... WHY??? I would like to say I am a good person, a good listener, a caring compassionate friend... I always put other people before myself. Why do I do that? Am I that weak that I cant stand up for myself? Am I gullible, is there such a thing as being too caring? I listen to other people's problems, listen to them vent, for them to unload their stresses and problems on me. Maybe I should go back to school and finish my psychology that I started years ago. I love people, and trying to help others out and making them feel better, but when is enough enough??? I stress more about other people's issues, which causes me to get a migraine, but I just cant say enough is enough. One day I would just love for someone to say to me,, Hey Chrissy, how are you doing today, how was your day, did you take any pictures today.... I sometimes wonder if the people who are close to me really know anything about me.... do they know my favorite food, or book, or movie.... know what my dreams are and what inspire me everyday..... I guess one will never know......