It's been so long since I've written so here goes nothing....

Ever stop for a moment and realize that you need to put your life in persepective?  It seems like my mind is always racing, it never turns off, the wheels are always turning.  I find that I worry about everything, some of things are little simple things, that I probably shouldnt even be worrying about and other things are bigger, more complex things that I should not be worrying about because I am not able to change them.. I try so hard not to get caught up in this trap of worrying, but it's hard sometimes not to. 

I am trying to focus on the little and simple things in life.  I have come to realize the old cliche that life really is too short and we have to make the best out of the time that we have here.  After my husband got sick this past April, it really made me realize that I have to stop and enjoy the everyday things that make me smile...  so today I am going to laugh like I have never laughed and smile with the biggest cheesiest grin and have everyone wonder what I am grinning about