So this is day 2 of my attempt to blog everyday.... Ever ask yourself why??? I find myself asking this of myself alot lately, at least a few times a day... As of lately the most recent one has been why did God take Dad away? I mean I know that he suffered soo much and he was in so much pain. I know that his life was not in our hands, that God had some other special plans for Dad. I cant stop thinking about him, it has been 3 months and a week since he left us and I think about him more than I have at any other time... Does that mean that Dad is watching down on me and the rest of the family making sure we are all ok? Does it mean he approves of all 7 of his kids and 14 of his grandkids? Does it mean that he is watching over mom making sure all is well with her?? I miss him soo much it hurts, I hate to see mom sad and Katie sad and the rest of the family... I think the only thing getting me through him not being here is knowing he is not suffering and not in any pain at all... I know he is up in Heaven with his parents and sister and the rest of the family, I know that he is pain free, he is walking and talking like he had not done in soo long,,, My answer to why came to me this evening when I saw the beautiful sunset and I said to myself that is why... That is Dad telling me everything is going to be ok...... Love you Dad